I’m not going to be the girl you marry.
I’ll be the memory you have when you propose to her. As you slide that ring on her finger you’ll think about that time we got dressed in our swankiest threads and had a horrible time at that party so we came back home and sat in an empty bath tub drinking whiskey outta the bottle talking about our childhood dreams.

I’m not going to be the girl you marry. I’ll be that memory whenever you and her get in an argument. you’ll recall our first fight and the endless glares and icy tones. Repetition of words like RESPECT and WHY rung through the stillness of the air. We almost ended that night. Thankfully you stopped me from walking out of that door.

I’m not going to be the girl you marry. I’ll be that memory when you have your first child. When you and your wife are picking out names you’ll remember our talk about our future. Our apartment layout and first pet. A dog named Pascal because I’m allergic to cats.

I’m not going to be the girl you marry. I’ll be the girl you fall for when you are too young to understand what falling really is. You’ll fuck up and lose me. You won’t realize it until a while later. But when you do, you’ll think about me everyday. Forever.


you’ll miss me- jlw (via burgundythoughts)
A girl canal dream (via universal-crush)
hypocrite

How can you even say that you’re TOO NICE when almost everybody you know HATES you? Please do tell me, where do you get all that confidence?

Whenever you go to bed, don’t you ever reflect on your life and wonder why you keep on losing friends? Have you ever thought that, maybe just maybe, there’s something wrong with you?

You keep on blaming other people, when in fact you’re the one who’s got a problem… an attitude problem that is.

I am amazed by how full you are of yourself. You tell everybody about your issues but you never do something about it. You just want to be pitied on, don’t you?

And one last thing - Don’t you ever wonder why I, of all people, also hate you now? Don’t you ever wonder, “Why so sudden?” THINK ABOUT IT AND THINK HARD.

Take my advices, they’re free anyway.
Keep in mind that:
1. You do NOT control and own other people. They can do whatever they want, they can speak with whoever they like - and so do you.
2. You can NOT force what you want to always happen. Life is unfair, deal with it.
3. You should learn to give way to other people’s wants even if you’re against it because you are NOT the boss of everyone.
4. The Golden Rule does NOT apply to everyone.
5. Make peace with your enemies in order to find peace from within.

*Don’t worry, you don’t have to do the last one with me because I have no intention of reconciling with you, ever. Don’t you know I gave up on you a long time ago, it’s just now that I’m letting you know.

And I just want you to know that if you ever read this, whatever you do or say afterwards will not affect me at all because I don’t care, I really don’t. 

And please don’t take this the wrong way, this is not a way to insult you, but rather a way to wake you up. I know what I’m talking because I know a lot.

P.S.
I meant everything I said and this is the FIRST and LAST time I’d be breaking my silence. This is the least I can do.

P.P.S.
"Tell me who your friends are, and I will tell you who you are."
So… that basically means that you’re nothing.